The 10mins stood in the midst of crowd, I could feel it strongly
No matter how tired I was, I was in hope to receive strength
And indeed, I was not disappointed
Answered to my prayers, I received it.

Limping on the inside, I know I needed to stand up once again.
To stand up once again, it require a lot of braveness
Because I’m so afraid of falling down and hurting myself again,
I chose to remain in the position at the gate
Being indecisive? No. more of fear which didn’t allow me to cross the gate

The future so much unseen, that it requires a lot of faith to see the things that cannot be seen with our physical eyes.
Melted, I prayed strongly.
Faith arise
But I’m not yet standing tall and strong
Squatting down, I peeped into the cloudy place after the gate, but see nothing.

As I prayed more,
The image appeared in my mind.
I no longer know how long would it take
Is going one year

The iceberg covering the fire has yet to be melted and be gone
How long more?

I’m tired.
I’m learning to tap on the strength of Him
But I’m really tired
And my mind just want to shut down.

My prayer today,

Let me enter Your kingdom once again. Let the ‘iceberg’ not come anymore. Put me through this and let me learn more about you, to be more like you.

For all my brothers and sisters reading, I pray you will have a great weekend ahead. God bless.

PS: Sentosa tomorrow. I hope everything will turn out fine. Unforgettable memories replaying as a movie*